Why am I scared to Die?

On my opinion its becayse you dont qant to leav people you leav behind beacause that how i am......on 6~27~09 my cousin got shot and it pierced his lung and that night he passed away the next day i really missed him and i wanted to be with him because he waz like a big brother too me always protecting me but feelings can change about something but some stay.:3~3~94 to 6~27~09 R.I.P DANIEL "DEMON" GONZALEZ